The truth of the matter is I’ve been in alot of pain lately but I can’t say it out loud. I can’t seem to verbalize it to anyone—I’m not even sure I really want to.But it’s not even that it’s like I feel that the people around me are going through so much themselves that I don’t want to burden them with my own problems.

honestly I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore..

you think you’re special cause you’ve got your own devil

but I’ve got an army of demons running after me.

so me and Joy like New Girl waaaay too much~

the things that once made me like you 

have become what I loathe about you.

…slowly but surely I am fading in and out of life

maybe I don’t want to be 

your living myth anymore

maybe I would like to feel real.

can I just go to sleep and wake up saturday morning or..

the two T’s that’ll get you somewhere with me,

• Tequila 
• Tacos 

Wish Moe would let me pierce his ears like in Parent Trap.

my heart was blue

I was blue

everything was blue

but not you.

work ruins lives.

pushing my art like a teenage drug dealer.

the way to my heart is taco’s.