You want someone else,

…I don’t know how to be the person you want,

I can’t change who I am just because you asked.

I don’t think I should have to change for anyone, not even you.

The fact that you even had the nerve to demand this shows me

the person you really are.But I  think the problem is

that you created some fairytale version of me inside your head.

A version of me that doesn’t exist, a version that will never exist.

I won’t apologize for the person I am, for not being the person you want.

For I don’t think I would like me very much if I were infact her.

Which leads me to my final point, I don’t think I really like person you are.

In fact I’m sure I don’t…

{A snippet from an un-mailed letter to a boy I was once very fond of}

(Source: seraorchid)